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  • Letter from the dead, or exorcizing haunted tech.

    March 11th, 2025

    I recently acquired a “Smart Keyboard” at an apartment estate sale in New York. We were visiting a friend and she saw the sign in the doorway of a building near her co-op while we were walking to lunch, so we went in. And there was this bit of old tech sitting there, looking for a new home.

    The AlphaSmart Pro as found.

    So I grabbed it, along with its external power supplies—one for a cigarette lighter socket!—-and we paid $40 for it along with a few other small items, including what turned out to be a faux-leather jacket that fit my wife but then began to disintegrate as she wore it.

    Fast forward to our return home a few days later. I plug the AlphaSmart in and discover there are still two text files on the thing. I have no idea how long they have been there…the AlphaSmart Pro was sold between 1995 and 1997, and I have no information on the previous owner other than what was in the files.

    One file was clearly a sort of initial test. The other reveals the owner to be a struggling (perhaps self-published ) author, a writer who has published at least one book—which honestly could be half of the people who live in upper west side Manhattan. Other references (like “selfie”) place it at least after 2002.

    Here is that file, with very minor edits.:

    How did you do it all?  How did you manage things?
     
    All in good time, I know – there there – the last words of the day – I could write a lot more this evening.
     
    The new protocol is no caffeine after 6 pm…. No e-mail or news – reading or television or writing – wind down smoothly, without the stress of the day filtering / bubbling up into the evening time.
     
    One more thing – one little thing –
     
    And some of the first – a screech fro the hallway – the little person is either really happy or really unhappy – you can’t really tell at this remove….
     
    Was that a productive day? Maybe it was – maybe so…
     
    And some of the first – you know all my usual feints and tricks and subterfuges – the old legerdemain that I have used too often, and for far too many shows – magic ceases to amaze after a few viewings, like jokes or old stories with a surprise twist at the end – once your seen or heard them more than one, twice, the effect is muted entirely…. It is erased – it doesn’t work – it was a good joke, a fine trick but now its cliché and much be discarded into the dump with all the other broken things that have been worn out by too much use….
     
    There there there – one thing and another….
     
    We’ll move in the usual directions now – we’ll get some real energy for the journey….
     
    I need a few more dreams – I need some new obsession of things that I am interested in….
     
    Be an American, someone devoted to the present and the future, not the past. The past has no place – it has to be denied – I think that’s a wondrous thing – increasingly though the young are mired in getting angry about the past – it’s an excuse for all sorts of shoddy beiahvior now – and to convinced oneself that there’s nothing left to do except to dwell on past wrongs and start thinking you are trapped b the system –a nd there’s no point in doing anything grand or even meaningful – that doom loop of the Past and all the obsessing about it.
     
    For a long time, Americans were uniquely able to look forward, though – and to let bygones be bygones – without a long history like the Europeans, there was less raw material to forget – the Past wasn’t’ so nearly as important as the Present and the future of course….
     
    There there – one thing more – a full word hoard – a full Hercule for the day…
     
    That much was the easy part,all told.
     
    Do what you can with every day….
     
    Make the most of every occasion – all the cliches are true you see – they’re cliches because they have been true for a very long time for many many people….
     
    We get spoiled and think our wisdom has to be unique – just for us – concocted out of many original stories and set of knowledge assembled by us – unique to our sensibility.
     
    But it’s actually a lot easier than that – you can learn a great deal fro the ordinary, from ordinary things and the wisdom of ordinary language – it’s not as quotable, but it’s still a form of wisdom in a way…
     
    I take a good looking selfie right now – if I arrange my face in the frame in a certain way….
     
    Well, I wrote and never heard back. So I just forgot about the situation. Was that careless? Maybe it was a little bit careless.
     
     
    It’s still raining and will be for hours. The heavy stuff is coming this evening – that’s going to be something, indeed.
     
    One thing after another – there there – we’ll all get along from here….
     
    I think I have been a very kind and generous father – I have enjoyed every moment when I could. It has been a brilliant, unbelievable adventure and I wouldn’t trade that for anything in the world.
     
    Oh look at me tearing up again – I promised I wouldn’t’ do that, but there I go again…
     
    Well back to duty and love / love and duty – I have been lucky in many many ways – and I am truly thankful for it all.
     
    Send a book to Brian M. Send a book to Robin S. Send a book to Uncle Dick and Sandra. Send a book to Edward M. Send a book to 3 old friends.
     
    Send a book to that agent from the conference. Two agents, three. Keep going at all costs. There there.
     
    There’s a momentum here, there’s a certain velocity to things…
     
    Keep going, keep moving. Use your talents every day no matter what…. Keep going – keep going and you’ll see where this goes.
     
    You’re not done yet. You’re just getting started as a writer with an audience, wit a voice, with a tiny reputation.
     
    Write all evening like this and see what transpires – you’ll get along from here – there’s progress to be made – there’s the honest truth if you dare confront it…. And there you go…..
     
    Wods for a new mood….
     
    {Words After the Dark Night of the Soul}
     
    He puts down his metaphorical pen – and rests a bit – catches his breath for what’s next. 
     
    That’s enough work for the afternoon….
     

    Having released these words from the non-volatile memory of the keyboard, I now exorcise them and hope the soul of the author has found rest. I suspect my children will someday forensically find my digital detritus as well, so this serves as a reminder to me to delete my search history, shopping lists, and random musings from my devices early and often-so that the ephemera of my life does not outlive me and haunt them.

  • Guest post: Trump’s war on veterans

    March 7th, 2025

    The following is a guest post. To submit guest posts, anonymous or otherwise, contact the editor at packetslost at falling-anvil dot com or via Signal at thepacketrat dot 26.

    The United States has always had a pact with its veterans: if you serve, we take care of you. Has the government always done a great job at that? Hell no. Just ask any Vietnam or Gulf War vet who got spit on, ignored, or left to rot. But after 20+ years of endless war in Iraq and Afghanistan, things finally started to change. The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) wasn’t perfect, but it was improving. PTSD and other mental health issues were finally being taken seriously. Veterans were finally getting more of the care and benefits they deserved. 

    And now? That progress is getting shredded right in front of us. 

    The latest gut punch: the VA is looking at laying off 82,000 employees. That’s not a typo. Eighty-two thousand. The government is crumbling, and veterans are going to be among the hardest hit.  

    Some estimates say that about 30% of federal employees are veterans. So, when the government decides to slash its workforce, who do you think is going to feel the pain first? The very people who served. 

    This isn’t just some bureaucratic reshuffling – it’s a full-scale dismantling of the systems that keep veterans alive. The VA is already stretched thin. Veterans already face ridiculous wait times for care. And now, the solution is to fire tens of thousands of people who help keep it running? Make it make sense. 

    And let’s talk about the cruel irony here. A huge chunk of veterans voted for Trump. Why? Because they got sucked into the Fox News outrage machine cult, convinced that Orange Cheeto “supports the troops” while Democrats want to turn America into a socialist hellscape. And now? Those same veterans are about to get their benefits gutted and their support systems obliterated. “Leopards Eating People’s Faces Party” strikes again. 

    This is personal. I served. I bled for this country. I lost brothers and sisters in arms. And for what? So that a bunch of billionaire fascists can loot the country while convincing working-class people to cheer them on? So, the government can be stripped for parts while politicians line their pockets and veterans get kicked to the curb? 

    We are watching the United States get dismantled in real-time, and almost no one is doing a damn thing to stop it. Other than a handful of billionaires (some not even from the USA), I don’t see anyone benefiting from this. 

    If you’re a veteran reading this, if you’re someone who actually cares about this country, wake the hell up.  

    The destruction of the government isn’t just going to hurt some faceless bureaucrats – it’s going to devastate the people who put their lives on the line to defend it. And once those support systems are gone, they’re not coming back. 

  • Guest post: It’s time to admit how bad it’s gotten.

    March 4th, 2025

    The following is a guest post. To submit guest posts, anonymous or otherwise, contact the editor at packetslost at falling-anvil dot com or via Signal at thepacketrat dot 26.

    We argue over policies, personalities, and party lines, but no one wants to say out loud that the system itself is the problem—not just the corruption, not just the gridlock, but the foundation. The truth is, the system isn’t broken at all; it’s functioning exactly as intended, keeping power in the hands of the few while the rest fight over scraps.

    Every cycle, we’re told this is the most important election of our lifetime, like democracy is some EV low on charge, one bad choice away from stalling on the shoulder of autocracy. The generational promise of better outcomes came with fine print: *not you. We’re not voting for leaders; we’re voting against nightmares. Charisma always beats competence.

    And me? I’m fucking exhausted. We’ve been lied to, drained, manipulated. We work harder for less, drowning in debt, in fear, in disillusionment. It feels like I’m being forced to pick a side in a war I never signed up for, between parties that spend more time fundraising off their failures than actually fixing anything.

    Remember when journalism was the much-heralded “fourth estate”? What happened to that? Outrage fuels engagement, engagement fuels profit, and truth is collateral damage. Every scandal, every crisis, every lie—no consequences, no accountability. Just another cycle of noise, another distraction. The signal is lost in the shuffle, decisions made in the shadows.

    This isn’t the White House I remember working in. Political campaigns weren’t always this full of vitriol. Or maybe the ideology of my own faulty narrator shielded me. And maybe I still don’t want to admit how bad it’s gotten. Because once I do, I can’t unsee it. And once I see it, I have to decide what I’m going to do about it.

  • Everything you probably avoided knowing about the collapse of mass media journalism integrity (a work in progress)

    March 4th, 2025

    Two years ago, I gave a presentation at a little gathering we like to call ThruntCon entitled “Everything you need to know about the inevitable collapse of journalism as we know it.” For reference, these are the slides I spoke to in that talk:

    That talk was very 2023. Two years later, the inevitable collapse is well underway, and there’s not a blessed thing that can be done to reverse it without substantial change in the economic model of media and the displacement of the “broligarchy” that has poisoned it.

    To review:

    • Jeff Bezos decided he could, in fact, interfere in the editorial mission of the Washington Post if it was what he needed to do to deflect the ire of Donald Trump.
    • Every major media organization sanitized Donald Trump and acted as a stenographer for him, his campaign and his White House, because they feared being kicked out of the WH Press Corps like the Associated Press. Spoiler: it didn’t matter.
    • Social media companies X and Meta have quadrupled down on tolerance of disinformation and hate speech, algorithmically promoting it while limiting establishment media access to their platforms.
    • Major news platforms have continued to move their opinion and editorial content toward the right with a “fine people on both sides” excuse of balance.
    • Actual reporting on subjects of importance has been driven to the margins and now occurs mostly in publications and platforms that are outside of the traditional mainstream of mass media journalism.
    • Media is dependent on Trump for its content, which focuses on the “wow that just happened” cycle of Trump’s stream-of-consciousness assault on governing and diplomatic norms, just as is intended. The more time they spend on catching up, the less time they have to analyze what’s actually going on and disseminate that information to the viewing/reading/listening public.
    • Web platforms are gorging themselves on the clicks and ad views.

    So, in short, media companies found it profitable for Trump to be around, if only for the rage watching/reading/clicking. But those returns are narrow and diminishing, because many people are just *not reading/watching/listening to the news anymore* to avoid being triggered by Orange Caligula.

    This is also in line with Trump’s plan. It’s a weird corollary to the media strategy George W. Bush’s team devised : “If you tell a lie often enough it becomes accepted as the truth by media.” The Trump Corollary is “If you make people who don’t like you uncomforatable enough with your constant lies they get tired of trying to correct them and eventually they just stop listening so you can do whatever you want.”

    I’ll be gathering data for an updated version of my talk, and will post the final version here. If you’ve got any media analysis data, sources or opinions you’d like to share for a shout-out in the talk, please leave comments here or email me at packetslost at falling-anvil dot com.

  • The struggle against cynicism

    March 4th, 2025

    One of the things I have always struggled with in regard to my participation in politics is reconciling my strong feelings about what should be and what is just with my cynicism about what is possible.

    I cannot remember a time in my life since I first became aware of politics when I felt elected officials were truly trying to do good. That’s probably because I was 7 years old when the Watergate scandal surfaced, spent my early childhood with Walter Cronkite giving the daily body count in Vietnam, and I followed Doonesbury instead of Peanuts on the comics page of Newsday.

    As I got involved in local politics around issues that directly affected me (school budgets, for example) and then in campus politics at UW Madison, I recognized that to most people politics was like a sporting event. As with professional football, it seemed people picked a side based on where they lived or who their family supported (unless they were eager to be contrary for subversive reasons) and that was that. They would cheer for every play their team made and boo every success of the other team, regardless of how brilliant or elegant their performance was. And as a player, it seemed it didn’t matter what team you were on as long as you were in the game and scoring points.

    Reagan knew this. It was in his DNA. He switched sides to get a better chance at going national.

    In other words, American politics is like sports fandom in that it has always been about “vibes only” and rarely about substance. Little Bonespurs is the final form of that. The main difference is that in sports, at least we have referees who are theoretically impartial to enforce rules. And that is no longer the case in American politics.

    The Supreme Court has been politically affected since before Dredd – Scott, but those umpires have been increasingly compromised beyond “tradition” since Reagan.

    We’ve had the protection from purely vibe-driven insanity offered (sort of) by a mostly professional civil service and administrative court system enforcing regulations and executive compliance with law since the late 19th century (not terribly long ago historically), but vibeness was king for much of the first century of American government. The only thing that has protected us from government conspiracies is the utter inefficiency of the bureaucracy—it’s a feature, not a bug.

    That protection is not absolute. Vibeness has resurfaced regularly, with building strength and frequency like a poorly designed suspension bridge over a windy chasm.

    The fragility of US Democracy, as demonstrated by the Tacoma Narrows Bridge.

    We have now reached the point where a century and a half of laws, precedent and governing tradition that was never enshrined in law, along with the Constitution itself, are being pushed and twisted to the snapping point. Trumpism is all about cynicism, destroying faith in institutions and norms to create a new normal with oligarchs atop the heap.

    It has been 160 years since the last real structural test of American government , which similarly was driven by one side gradually coming to the side of justice and the other defending the economic value of injustice for a relative few wealthy people who had convinced the rest of them based on vibes only. We can embrace what is just and right this time, or lose everything we tried as a nation to make the new baseline after 1864, and in every other great national struggle since then. Civil
    rights, labor rights, human rights, all can be washed away by the current “vibes only” government.

    I know what seems possible in this current climate runs hard up against what is just and right. But that is why we need to fight against realpolitik now, once and for all and overthrow centuries of racism, emergent fascism, and a long tradition of anti-fact, anti-science vibes that a very small number of people benefit from. That means we need to stop picking one of the two teams we’ve had to choose from for the past 160 years or so and building a new way that isn’t just a sporting event.

    TL;DR: Fuck vibes, let’s get fucking real about saving the country and the world.

  • Tik tok people. Tik tok.

    January 19th, 2025

    The TikTok ban (and the “deal” to restore it being proposed by the once and future President Trump) is, more than anything, protectionism veiled in national security language. It addressses a privacy concern by banning one service that is not a US-based concern, while not addressing the privacy and security issues that every other social platform has failed to address on their own adequately. And considering that China managed to hack law enforcement hooks into nearly every telecom service in the US, it’s a bit like closing the door to a barn that has already burned to the ground.

    We are in a period of extended remix disinformation, unrestrained personal data harvesting, and algorithmic mass surveillance and manipulation that extends beyond social platforms into internet retail, education, search and as-a-service platforms. Every click, purchase, interaction, and view is being monetized in some way by default. Our ability as individuals to counter this is extremely limited; even when we opt out of data collection, we don’t really opt out of data collection-we just opt out of reaping its “benefits” within the platforms themselves.

    Using Privacy Badger from Electronic Frontier Foundation (EFF) is one way to at least staunch some of the privacy bleed. But as we’ve seen, Google, Meta and others keep finding ways to gather data to ‘monetize’ in some way through their browsers and apps.

    That data can be used for ill by a variety of players—including cybercriminals who use targeted malicious advertising on websites and search engines to deliver malware. It has been used in the past to target disinformation campaigns and manipulate political discourse.

    True free speech is speech without manipulation, and being able to choose which conversations you want to be part of. Shutting down TikTok because of its China ties—an act that the incoming administration will likely seek to reverse in exchange for favors—is not the answer. It’s not even addressing the right question.

  • Snow day with crows

    January 9th, 2025

    We had roughly 5 inches of snow on January 6. I did my usual bird seed deployment that morning, along with an extra-generous toss of peanuts onto the porch roof outside my office. The result: a visit from some fine feathered friends, American Crows looking for an easy snack.

  • Do what you…like?

    November 22nd, 2024

    “Do what you love, “
    they say, “and you’ll never work a day in your life.”
    Such lies they tell.
    Do what you love for work, and then it becomes work, and you do it for money instead of love, and then you realize how little capitalism values what you love, and you start to hate it instead.

    What they should say is, “Do
    What You Care Enough To Do Well, Even If Underpaid And Underappreciated, And Save What You Truly Love For Yourself. “ You’ll work, though. Still.

    I find small joys in my work, and there is a sense of achievement when the job is done well and some people are actually helped. But it is work. I fight through corporate bureaucracy, indifference and gaps in my technical skills to hunt badness and impose cost every day. When I’m not in meetings.

    I love birds though. If I had to, could I make money off bird photography? Not a lot, I suspect. My work pays for my bird photography habit. I may get better at it, but it will not pay for itself. And if it did, it would be work.

    A birb.

    I loved journalism. I loved it but it did not love me back so much.It paid the bills for years, and made it possible for me to work from home long before others could, but it was work that was never really rewarded with anything other than “you are lucky we don’t lay you off” until they did.

    Journalism and my tech skills made me resilient in that I could always freelance and scrape by (even if I had to cash out 401ks to get by for a few months starting up again), but it turns out having both just makes you a freak that publishers like to have around sometimes to help sell things.

    But fortunately those tools also translate well to OSINT and analysis and threat hunting and translating telemetry into stories that explain what bad people did with computers and maybe make the bad people’s lives a little less comfortable.

    So I work. I can pay for the birding. I put my daughter (with some help ) through college with no student loan debt. I can be sort of middle class.

    I don’t hate that.

  • We have always been at war with Democracy

    November 19th, 2024

    Anybody who says anything about this mess we’re in being “unprecedented” just isn’t looking at history hard enough. Exhibit A: The Presidential Election of 1876.

    Rutherford B. Hays. Another reason to be angry at Ohio.

    1876 United States presidential election – Wikipediaen.wikipedia.org

    This was the election where the Republicans caved on Reconstruction as part of a compromise that was forced by a Democratic (read current MAGA base) majority that threatened to not certify the election results because they counted votes differently.

    Compromise of 1877 – Wikipediaen.wikipedia.org

    We’re essentially back in Unreconstruction now. Everything today is the result of failed Reconstruction after the Civil War.

    Since the Civil War, we have had two institutional political parties with legal and financial advantages against all comers. Don’t call it a Democracy.

    Sherman ‘28 – Let Him Finish The Job.

  • Pray for peace, prepare for OMGWTF

    November 19th, 2024

    Steps advocates need to start taking now for the post-inaugural future.‬

    So, Ken White (AKA Popehat) just posted something on how the frailties of a certain crack squad of sycophants might help prevent the total disaster commencing in January. Gotta say, probable but don’t count on it. Organizations & activists working with Trumpist-targeted groups need to plan otherwise.

    Start teaching people how to use Signal. Have people with the right language skills help immigrant populations get access to technology that protects them from unwarranted surveillance and other algorithmic mining of their communications.

    And when I say “use Signal,” that also means providing infrastructure within that environment for group chat, teaching people how to use disappearing messages, helping them with access to devices that can be used for Signal if they don’t have smartphones, providing opportunities for mutual identity verification and understanding how safety numbers and PINs work to keep them safe, and all of that.

    These are things librarians, no matter how good they are at getting people in touch with technology these days, are not up to speed on. All organizations serving communities that are at risk should consider how they can best support people who will soon be targets to potential government sanctioned harassment, and potential deportation or other processes that will make their lives a lot more difficult.

    Every-day people will need to do the same, because their lives are also going to be potentially more difficult. Chaos in government provides opportunity for criminal targeting of at risk communities. Keeping people informed of actual government activity and debunking disinformation is going to be super important in the coming months.

    As a threat researcher, I am very attuned to the damage that can be done by exploiting fear, uncertainty and doubt for social engineering by all sorts of actors. I am readying myself for a target rich environment of threats to hunt and dissect.

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